So nm, happening here. Im hosting a summer slam party on August 17th at my house at 730 pm.Hoping that a good amount of people will be there to have some fun. Wont cost you guys anything for the PPV but, please bring something to munch on for snacks or something. for more details call the cell or leave a message here.

Where am I: pelham, nh
My mood is:: lonely
What I'm Listening to: none

well nothing really to say here. I went to see Monday Night RAW and had a blast. Wish the night could have stayed that way up to now. But of course that doesnt happen. Been depressed a lot lately. I dont really know why. Maybe its because of things that were pointed out to me and what not by some people or maybe its because of the problems Im having with myself/ steve. I really dont know wtf to do anymore so Im just taking it day by day. At the moment I just need some lovin' and Im just not going to get it.

Where am I: Pepperell, MA
My mood is:: lonely
What I'm Listening to: none

Happy 21st birthday to me!

Where am I: pelham, nh
My mood is:: excited
What I'm Listening to: tv

Life bites at the moment. Steve's being an ass yet again and life in general basically sucks. thats all I have to say at the moment.

Where am I: home
My mood is:: pessimistic
What I'm Listening to: none

Well, seen as I havent updated this thing in oh...5 weeks, I think I need an update.

Pretty much everything is going well. Baton is going well. Enjoying life and what not just waiting for christmas and seeing steve today. Family is doing well as well. Megan is doing awesome in school however, dad is still looking for a job. Speaking of jobs I'm still working at Lawrence achademy. Life is well and dandy and that's that.

So, buzz me up sometime and what not if your bored.

Where am I: Pepperell, MA (home)
My mood is:: giddy
What I'm Listening to: Jeff Dunham DVD

I managed to cut/bruise/bump the side of my head by my right ear. It hurts like a fucking bastard still even though it happened yesterday at baton. I was doing a leg wrap illusion when my stethascope for showtwirl moved and it hit me. Of course steve was laughing his ass off as I'm on the verge of balling from the fucking pain it caused. Damn it. Watching for a concussion, but whatever.

Where am I: Pepperell, MA (home)
My mood is:: bitchy
What I'm Listening to: "Into the Night" by Santana and Chad Kroger

So, Anyways....
Figured I'm in need of an Update before all the back to school shit happens...Again...

So, Baton started last week and so far so good. Got new stuff coming probably in October. A new baton, extra ends and caps, new baton shoes. I have coming later on this month a new Baton costume. :) So excited about that one. For those of you who went to High School with me, The costume is sorta like the one the Majorettes wore for Homecoming (the time where we twirled fire.) The only difference is that instead of me looking like Miss USA Flag in all red, white, and blue, I'm going to be in wel...ME colors: Black, Neon Green, and Neon Orange. The design is the same except that it goes down the back too! :) Yay!

Steve and I are doing well after our fight last week. Steve has been working hard while I'm at home because I'm the idiot with no license or Car until later on this month. Go me! Steve got to work more hours this week at WOKQ, his second job! Usually, he only works on Saturday 7pm- midnight basically making sure nothing blows up. This past Thursday, he got to work from 4pm till 1am doing the Pats game sequence. He got to work the audio boards durring the whole pre-game, game, and post-game show! I'm so proud of him! He's really moving up. :) I slowly started to go back to work working on Thursday at my job with the faculaty coming back. Served lunch then got all Girly and did their cocktail and dinner thing. That was fun. The bartender said that with how much I already knew and how well I did, I could easily pass the bartender's exam and be able to bartend. No thanks, I'd rather work in TV.

Family's doing well even though with in the next couple of days Dad will be out of work. The company he's working for will be going under and they're letting him go. At the moment, there are no jobs lined up so that he wont be unemployed long. However, everyone is hopeful. Megan got into the Tech (finally). Let's hope that this will get her on the right path and not in trouble again. At the present moment, she's being the ipedamy of THE F**KING B**CH OF THE HOUSE. I figure its because of her PMS and what not but, she needs to keep it in check otherwise, I'll kill her. Mom will be back to work on Tuesday so that will be good as well. Grammy went in for some sort of treatment for her back. From what she says, its helping. Brampie's doing well too. Nana is back home from her trip to PA to visit my Aunt Sharron and her 3 of 5 kids. Sabrina, my sister's cat, ran away and hasnt been seen since. If anyone has seen her please let my sister know so that she'll quit her blatent sobs at night. I can't sleep.

My room is finally done and is now all Neon Green and white. I now have white drapes on my windows and new bedding coming soon. New carpet, new desk, new every thing. So happy. Downstairs has been painted as well. Its not RED anymore. Now its an off white. We cleaned out the whole toy room area so now there's no toy closet and intead there will be a "blanket" closet for my sister's horse crap. Toy boxes were cleaned and sorted. The floor was scrubbed and polished and now all that's left is to put everything back. Woot Woot!

So, that's whats been going on for a while and I'll post later on when I feel like it.

Where am I: Pepperell, Ma (Home)
My mood is:: peaceful
What I'm Listening to: Fishy Fishy Tank

If I could travel back in time and visit anyone and spend the day with them I would travel back in time to the medevil erra and spend some time with the queen. I would spend some time with the nights templar and King Arthur's Kinights of the round table. I might also travel back in time and spend some time with Jesus or maybe even the 80's I dont really know but at least Id have fun.

Tags: time travel day, writer's block
Where am I: Pepperell, MA (home)
My mood is:: exanimate
What I'm Listening to: none

This past Tuesday, Steve and I went and saw SMACKDOWN and ECW at Mohegan Sun Arena. ECW was a live event so, I'm sorry if you missed it. However, You can still look for Steve and I this Friday night on SMACKDOWN at 8 pm on the CW. I was wearing the NEW Hardy's shirt. Steve was wearing a "Rated R Superstar" shirt. (Fucking trader...) Anyways, keep a look out for me and steve!

TTYL,
Amanda

Where am I: Pepperell, MA (home)
My mood is:: amused
What I'm Listening to: Matt Hardy's Theme

I fucking hate it when you cant even fucking comprimise with anyone over anything and everything is always your fault. I try to get it so that steve and I are both fucking happy but, nope. As usual its all my fucking fault. Its always MY fault. Im sick of it being MY fault whenever I try to make things better and nothing fucking happens. I for once was happy and now because of a simple change Steve is pissed off and sad. I'm pissed off and angry at myself for doing this and now I cant even fucking type with out crying because as fucking usual I cant do anything right and everything is my fucking fault. Hope your fucking happy steve.

Where am I: Pepperell, MA (home)
My mood is:: crushed
What I'm Listening to: None